When I lost my virginity [F]

This happened some years ago, but I remember it vividly as it was such a defining moment in my life. Figured It fits the monthly submission theme.

First some background: I’m a Turkish and Bulgarian Muslim. I’m in my 20s and here is a [picture of me](https://ibb.co/vzPszNg). I’m fairly fit, have large breasts and workout regularly. I have long blonde hair and hazel eyes. My parents are fairly conservative due to coming from a rural farming background and they would howl if they found out I had pre marital sex.

Uptill this point, I had been a fairly shy and introverted nerdy girl. While I had been in a school relationship, it had not led to penetrative sexual intercourse, so just oral sex.

I had not used dating apps like Tinder beforeas I lived with my parents at home and was always paranoid they’d somehow find out and get mad at me.

Anyway, in university, I had little parental oversight and was living alone for the first time. It wasn’t long before I started using dating apps and meeting guys at parties or college events. For some reason I had this desperate urge to have sex and get it over with. There were a few guys I really liked, and there were some guys I had met on Tinder and been building a rapport with.