As I [F] walk away, my guy starts making out with other girls in front of me. [22F]

I’m not sure if this is a fetish, but whenever I see my man fondle, kiss, or just fuck another woman, I get tremendously hot. I enjoy it even when he simply texts other girls to flirt with them—like it’s a threesome! It does feel nearly dishonest, yes. Is there something wrong with me? I have no idea why, but I like it when my man engages in graphic conversation with other ladies. I don’t like to get cuckholded or anything like that; I just like to watch and spy on him fucking other girls. As long as he still wants me at the end of the day, which he always does. Because of how gorgeous my spouse is, I can be drawn to him because I think other women desire him. It’s almost as voluntary as infidelity, I think. I’m not sure if it’s just me, but I’m curious how popular this kink is among women in general.

My guy starts making out with other girls in front of me as I [F] leave. [22F]

I’m not sure whether this is a fetish, but I get incredibly horny while I watch my man fondle, kiss, and just fuck other woman. It’s like a threesome, but I adore it even when he just texts other girls to flirt with them! Yes, it almost feels dishonest. Is there a problem with me? I don’t know how to explain it, but I adore when my man has explicit conversations with other women. I only like to see and spy on him fucking other girls; I don’t like to be cuckholded or anything like that. Just as long as, at the end of the day, he still desires me, which he always does. My partner is really attractive, so maybe the idea that other women want him is what makes me feel attracted to him. I don’t know, but it’s nearly as consensual as cheating. Maybe it’s just me, but I wonder how common this kink is with other ladies.