[MF] experience with my cousin

I’m an 18 year old male and my cousin is a 19 year old female, she lives in Oregon and I live in California. About three years ago we had a family reunion and everybody came to California to visit including her. After a day at the lake, all of the cousins wanted to sleep over at my house and so we ended up making room for everyone to sleep there. Since her and I are around the same age, we’ve always been close and since we’re the oldest of the cousins we got to sleep in my room while everyone else had to sleep on the floor in the living room. Everyone fell asleep around midnight but her and I stayed awake talking and watching TV. There are two beds in my room but we were both on one bed while watching TV, nothing sexual, we’re just really close. The bed we were on was a twin bed so she was laying down while I was sitting. After a while I got uncomfortable so she told me to lay down and use her body as a pillow. She was on her stomach so obviously the softest part that I can lay my head on was her butt, so I did. We both chuckled a little and continued to watch TV but I started to feel a little aroused. I started to test my luck and see how far I could go, IDK why, but I was just really horny. I would occasionally lay on my side and position my face on her butt more and more and she didn’t seem to mind at all. I tried my luck more and more and I started telling her that her butt was so soft and comfortable and she would smile and laugh a little. I positioned myself behind her and made a comment about how it’s better than a pillow and put my cheek on it as if I was hugging it. She started laughing and I jokingly said that was in love with her butt and finally decided to push my luck all the way and I buried my face in her ass. She didn’t do anything and just kept chuckling as my face was buried inbetween her butt cheeks. I kept it there for a while and she didn’t tell me to move or anything. We continued to watch TV and every now and then I would bury my face back into her butt. I understand if some of you don’t believe this because I honestly can’t believe that I managed to do this, but it is 100% true. After a few minutes I told her that my face needed to be massaged and I told her to shake her butt while my face was in it so that it can massage me. She actually did it and I felt like I was in heaven. After a while I pushed my luck even further and pulled her shorts down to reveal her underwear and she didn’t say anything. After about a minute I told her that the underwear was itchy and I pulled that down as well revealing her bare butt and she still didn’t mind. She kept on “massaging” my face with her booty. I know that she knew we were doing something more than just “massaging” because at one point we heard someone in the bathroom and she immediately jumped up and pulled her shorts up and went to the other bed. When the person went back to sleep we got back into the same position and I was about to bury my face again but she told me to wait. I stopped and she pulled her shorts and underwear back down and told me “OK there” and I immediately buried my face back in her butt. We eventually went to sleep and the next days weren’t awkward at all and we acted like it never happened. We did it again a couple of days later but it was never awkward after that. We’ve never done it again since that time but there are occasions where we flirt with each other and I feel as if there is some sexual tension. The funny thing is that we have never talked about that experience, not even mentioned it.

[MF] I ate my cousin’s ass

About two weeks ago my cousin and I were at at party with friends. We had a really fun time and both of us ended up drinking a little too much. I honestly don’t remember what happened, all I know is that one of my friends dropped us off at home when the party was over. The next morning I woke up on the couch and my cousin was in my room and so she got up and left home, nothing out of the ordinary. But a couple days later she texted me asking if I was home saying that she needed to show me something and that is was an emergency. So she came over and she looked freaked out and said she needed to show me a video. I said OK and she pulled out her phone and showed me a video that was recorded the night of the party. She was laying on her stomach in my bed and was recording with her phone while I ate her ass. Every now and then she let out a moan or rubbed my head while I licked her butt. The video was about 5 min long but I don’t remember any of it. It was extremely awkward and we talked about and agreed that it was nothing to worry about since none of us remember it happening. Things have gotten better since then but there are still awkward moments. The other day she came over and I couldn’t get the video out of my head and she caught me looking at her butt and she said “you hungry?” I just said “what?” And she chuckled and told me she was kidding and winked at me. I also catch her staring at me sometimes, what do I do