Author: emryderwords

If you’ve ever read my posts before you know I have sort of an issue with bringing sex into my friendships. It usually causes things to end up imploding but I still haven’t learned.

Lately I’ve been going through a pretty dark emotional state. A friend of mine has been so sweet and supportive throughout it. He checks up on me daily, texts me cute stuff throughout the day, and will hang out with me whenever I need company and just talk to me and try to make me feel better. It’s been immensely helpful and I’m so thankful he’s been so sweet. He makes me feel safe, talks to me about anything to distract me, watches cartoons with me, even brushes my hair(!!!)

The past week we’ve been hanging out on a nightly basis and staying up too late just talking and hanging and, lately, cuddling and kissing a little. It started when I asked if he could hold me the other night and he obliged, and we just sat there with my head on his chest while he ran his fingers through my hair and I cried. Eventually I got so wrapped up in my feelings that I started kissing him, and not just light kisses. They were deep, intimate kisses, lots of tongue, and they lasted for a while. Read more »

So I’ve been getting really into the idea of puppy play lately. I’m primarily a sub and already did pet play stuff but lately I’ve been really identifying with the whole “puppy” lifestyle and I’ve been wanting to try it, even bought a pair of big fluffy ears to wear.

Simultaneously, I’ve also been hanging out with this new friend who I have a HUGE crush on. She’s GORGEOUS. Goth, tattoos, piercings, really soft looking lips, huge pretty green eyes, a killer makeup game, and she’s also thiccc and taller than me by a few inches. She’s also bi, and has been flirting with me pretty hard and teasing me about it when I get embarrassed. Usually I’m pretty forward with flirting but this girl makes me so weak at the knees. Definitely mommy vibes :)

Anyway, we had planned to hang out this past weekend at her place to cuddle and watch movies. My heart has been fluttering all week leading up to it. She was texting me a bunch of cute things, and when I asked if I could go into “puppy mode” in a joking way she seemed really into it. Read more »

So on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving, I invited my FWB over to my place to hang out while I worked. I work from home for the most part, and I was expecting the day to be incredibly slow so I figured we’d be able to mostly just hang out without much interruption from my job.

I was wrong. One thing led to another and during a particularly slow hour I had started making out with my FWB and teasing him a bit and both of us were getting super turned on. Of course, right in the middle of this, my phone started ringing with a call from a pretty important client so I had to stop what we were doing and pick it up.

About a minute or two into the call, my FWB must have gotten tired of waiting because he slid his hands up my shirt and started playing with my tits while he kissed my neck. I was surprised and gasped a bit as he pinched and played with my nipples, but was able to recovery pretty quickly on the phone and tried to shift away because my nipples are really sensitive and I didn’t want to make any noise. My FWB had me in a pretty secure position though, sitting behind me on the couch, so I couldn’t really get away and just had to let him play with my tits and pinch my nipples as I got wet and tried to focus on the call. Read more »

This happened about five years back when we were both 18. A close male friend of mine was pretty bummed out about the fact that he was still a virgin going into college, and after some joking between the two of us (and, tbh, a lot of flirting) I decided that I’d help him out with that problem and take his V card.

I asked him if he’d be down with it and he very enthusiastically jumped at the chance after he spent a few minutes asking me if I was joking. We settled on a day (a weekday in July, when my parents weren’t home) and I told him to come over and to bring condoms.

When he showed up at the door that morning, I answered wearing nothing but a tank top and a pair of black lace panties and pulled him in by his shirt for a kiss. Tbh I think it might’ve been his first kiss as well, because he kissed me back very awkwardly, but after some sucking on his bottom lip and slipping my tongue into his mouth a few times he seemed to get the hang of it 😂 we made out in the kitchen for a few minutes before I took his hand and had him follow me to my bedroom. Read more »