My (19m) first time with an older woman (57f) [MF]

So I was curious about being with an older woman and finally started to turn the fantasy into reality when I turned 18. I would go up to older women at stores, clubs, and in public. But I had no luck. That was until I met an older woman, Lisa.

I messaged Lisa on a Saturday and booked an appointment for the following Monday. I was excited for this cause this might be the solution to my pain. I went to Lisa on Monday and met with her. We talked about my pain and she took me to the table instantly. She wanted me to strip down to only my boxers since she was going to use oil.

Lisa began rubbing my back and I could feel how gentle her hands were. She finished rubbing my entire back and I instantly felt relieved. I thanked her and paid her for her work.

I began seeing Lisa twice a week after that appointment. Lisa and I began forming a relationship and we started being more open when talking. About a month passed of doing the massages and Lisa and I were talking more open. She would often talk about how she was feeling and about her work. Lisa would also compliment me often.