Shower sph [M]

Been looking for a place to share this so I guess I’ll post here… im actually 6×5 inches fully erect but when I’m soft I’m 1-2 inches, this has caused a lot of humiliation for me, people automatically assume I have a tiny penis. When my experiences first started I hated the humiliation and feeling like a beta but I soon found pleasure in it. I never have actually had a sph session unfortunately… it has all been short humiliations that had just seemed to happen.

The first time was in high-school I went to a summer camp and the boys all showered together, the first day I showered with my swimming trunks on so nobody would see my abnormally small penis. I peeked at other guys junk and some of them made me feel so inadequate… they were huge… Later on I waited till everybody got done showering so I could shower fully naked. Ofcourse I was wrong and a couple guys came in to shower. I pretended to wash my dick with a wash cloth so they wouldnt see, one of the boys came over to me and said “what’s wrong is it small” “no” I replied as I hid my penis behind the wash cloth. (My face felt blood red) From where the rag got wet it started to stick to me and he pointed and tried to hold in his laugh. You could see the outline of my “nub” as he called it. Word got out to the girls in the bunks down the hall and for the rest of camp I was teased and laughed at by them. This is where the sph kink started. I also stopped hiding my small not so small penis in the shower for reasons I’m sure you can assume. Please tell me what you think.