[FM] How I(35M) was shown that my willpower was easily broken

I’ll apologize ahead of time as writing is by no means my strength and for some reason I feel like this story needs all the lead up that I am writing so it’s kind of long. Last night with a very close friend of mine…let’s call her DH, something I have wanted and frankly fantasized about finally happened. We have always been really flirty and open about sex with each other, but we always left it at that. I will fully admit that I have been the one who would make most of the suggestive comments and innocent (I guess?) passes at her.

We spent the entire day together just hanging out, running errands, and generally just enjoying each other’s company and when we finally got back to her place she had mentioned her back was hurting. I offered to give her a massage and I meant it as an honest offer to help her feel better despite having to will myself to not get hard as soon as I put my hands on her.