The first woman I’ve been with after opening my relationship [F]ucked [M]e until I saw stars.

I’ve had many lovely moments with the community on this subreddit, and while I’ve enjoyed many of your amazing stories, I’ve never had an opportunity to submit something of my own… until now! I write with the perspective that “Wild” is relative. What’s been mind-blowing for me might be pretty mundane for you, but it might also be a different flavor of story from your usual fare. This one should be much more painfully awkward. So, if you’d care to take the time, let’s buckle up and get to it.

SOME CONTEXT:

My long-term girlfriend and I have recently opened up our relationship due to differences in libido, and It’s been amicable, respectful, and loving. We made the decision so that I could go pursue the kind of sexual experiences and fulfillment that I have come to realize (With therapy) that I need and deserve. This story is not about our relationship, and I’m not going to get into any more details.

All you need to know is that I’ve been very sexually frustrated for the last five years; I have only had one blowjob in my life, never had an opportunity to go down on anyone, or been able to give my girlfriend an orgasm, and we’ve had sex at an average of about once every month and a half or so.