Warning: Long text
If you are curious, part 1 is in my profile.
Tender.
In body and mind.
I feel a little strange and vulnerable about the experience.
And things I didn’t want to come or expect to come are coming up. A bubbling over.
I’m giddy. I’m annoyed. I’m humbled. I’m befuddled.
And I know with 100% certainty that I’m going to get hurt.
Burned.
Consumed.
But God, I want to be.
Everything that weekend was so much better than last. If the last weekend we met was Technicolor, this one was HD 4K. So vivid. Indulgent.
There was some obstacles to get there but somehow I knew that I had to go and my efforts would be rewarded. My heart beats fast thinking about it.