How I [M] learned that I love sex with smaller women [F]

Living in Boston I had an almost relationship with someone I worked with, Jennifer. I didn’t make a move because the company would term one or both of us if something happened. This led to me being an idiot and never making a move. Someone else ended up dating her. Now I was in a situation where I had to hear her talking about this guy and it drove me up a wall. My own fault but the situation led to me being quite jealous.

While I was having these issues at work there was a girl, Tanya, that was constantly flirting with me the entire time that I was in the city, I met her through a mutual contract job that I also had. Tanya was cute and fun to hang out with but not someone I would actually get into a real relationship with. A lot of times my friends think I am too timid in these situations and that I just don’t go after women. I don’t have issues getting along with women, I have issues because a lot of women want to have a full on relationship with me and it’s led to some hectic situations to say the least.