[M]y first experience with the ex gf in Pakistan.

It’s difficult meeting girls in Pakistan of you have not been part of a group that’s reasonably open minded. Sadly I wasn’t a part of such groups so it wasn’t easy. I used to be envious of guys who were well experienced and got action on a regular basis.

I have always had a very high sex drive. I get turned on very easily but action for me was limited to porn and long masturbating sessions high on hashish. It just intensified my craving for girls but I could do little more than dream up scenarios inside my head.

I came across this app called Whisper which let’s you post annoymous confessions. That’s how I met Anam. I replied on one of her posts about the book Great Gatsby. She messaged me and we talked over our love for the fictional character. I played it cool for a week or so before asking for her WhatsApp to which she happily agreed.

We start chatting late nights and exchanging voice notes. It developed into playful teasing and things progressed into sexting. We referred to each other as gf/bf by then. She was repressed by her parents so she had this really wild side. Her daddy issues worked in my favor because she used to call me daddy. I loved that so much.