My first trans experience was recorded and posted on the we[TS/M] [first time anal]

I used to be friends with a trans adult film star. She was gorgeous, and we went on a few dates. She was lovely, passable, and didn’t speak good English. We hit it off using google translate and it was okay like that, we never did anything sexual though and then I deployed and after that was stationed overseas. Sadly I didn’t keep in touch. Over time though I kept watching her career. Big fan of hers and she was originally how I got into trans women in the first place. Maybe it was (in my opinion) the reversal of gender roles. Maybe it was just plain the fact I was gay and I couldn’t explore that with other men because of the the homophobia that is still very rampant in the U.S armed forces.