I’ve explained further in another subreddit, but essentially I was in the middle of a divorce process going a bit crazy. I’ve never been with a guy before, but it was officially out that I was bisexual. During the meantime, my now ex-wife was taunting me with the stuff she was doing with new men. I don’t blame her, she was going through a lot too and she didn’t know how to process it. With that being said, it started pushing me to finally take the plunge.
I started chatting casually with a couple online. They were probably 10-15 years older than me but they were nice. I explained my situation, and they explained theirs. After a few hours of chatting I was driving over to their house with my heart thumping hard and fast. I kept thinking to myself “am I really going to do this?” Before I knew it, I pulled up to the street by their house. It was honestly huge, and looked expensive. It took me a lot of courage to step out of the car and to knock on the door.