Denial made me do it. πŸ₯ΊπŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ 33F anal training/orgasm denial reflections from the sub’s perspective

Perhaps it is egocentric, but I thought maybe writing about my experience could interest or help my friends in this subreddit. πŸ’•πŸ€— or maybe I’m just suuuuper fucking horny right now and want to trigger/corrupt you 😈😈

Does denial make you feel so needy that you have this impulse to push boundaries that don’t usually appeal to you? Do you have a slight interest or curiosity in anal play but are hesitant to train because you feel like your hole is too tight for even the “training kit starter size” and you aren’t particularly masochistic? Me too!!!

[Disclaimers: This story is not for anyone whose interest in anal is sadistic, you’ll be bored and can feel free to stop reading 🀣. (No judgement, it’s just that painal isn’t for me)This is definitely about cultivating anal as a pleasure and denial tool; particularly making it feel accessible to the open&curious but anxious type. And this got really long because I took lots of time doing several sessions at every stage and I talk a lot so I’m gonna do multiple parts. This post stops before moving on to penetration]