Author: doindamage21

Have you ever been so fucked up you wake up are still fucked up? 👋

If you have read any if my posts I am sure you have realized I am a tab bit crazy 🤪. But that’s okay right? Nobody browses this sub looking for sane and rational! Plus, I have been informed that on guys ridiculous “hot to crazy scale” I still land in the green!

With that being said, I had a sudden realization. My fwb who “never wants to be in a serious relationship” apparently has an awful lot of faith in me taking my birth control responsibly 😂. He has asked me once, over a year ago, if I was on bc. He cums in me pretty much 7 times per week and never asked if I skipped a pill. Or stopped taking it all together 😶….

I would never do that without telling him tho…. Right?

Being 100% honest, I have had feelings for my fwb for a long time now. He had always told me he didn’t want to be in a serious relationship, and of course I lied to him and myself when I said I was fine with that.

This past week I drunkenly crashed his party and poured out my feelings in the most pathetic way possible. I decided I needed to cut him out, at least for a little while. And apparently that little while was 46 hours ish🙈.

I did good and told him no when he first asked me to come over. His persistence was a little flattering and I told him if he really wanted to talk he could come to my place. It seemed like a safe bet because he never comes to my apartment, but he actually showed up. I let him in and he immediately began sweet talking. I tried to act like it wasn’t working but my self control disappears around him. He touched my thigh and that was it. Read more »

LNot having sex obviously, but my first time with a woman AND multiple partners.

My best friend “C” who I absolutely love, made a confession to me when we were high. She told me her bf and her dirty talked and fantasized about me joining them in bed. Idk what the right reaction should be but I wasn’t weirded out at all. I actually felt so sexy that this beautiful woman and her hot bf thought of me like that.

Fast forward, she suggested for her bf’s birthday that I actually join them. I didn’t hesitate in saying yes.

It wasn’t as awkward as you might think since we knew each other and we started by just hanging out and letting the sexual tensions and comments build. It lead to the me and C making out on the couch. It was soft but passionate. She straddled me and cupped my face in her hands as we kissed and her bf had his hands all over both of us.

Not wanting to cross any boundaries I lept most of my focus on her until she pulled me down on to my knees with her and guided her bf’s cock into my mouth as I “opened wide” for her. Read more »

In 20 years when my therapist asks when my submissive sluthood started I will probably tell this story.

I was at a pool party hanging out with the guy I was talking to and his friend. It was dark by this time and I had drank and smoked a little so I was feeling extra good.

We were sitting in the pool on a step, not away from the party but kind of by ourselves if that makes sense. He kept rubbing my thigh and him and his friend were both staring at me hard. The guy I was with guided my hand to his crotch and I started lightly stroking his dick through his shorts. He kissed my neck and suggested I give him a blow job. I told him not there, a little shocked by the proposal.

Let’s say he was very convincing and I was naive enough to decide it wouldn’t be all that bad. He slide his shorts down and I stroked him with my hand until he said he was close. I slid off the step and went under the water and took him in my mouth so he could finish. Read more »