[M]y last time with my ex, in weird French Noir style. [F]

I had been with this girl on and off for about 6 years. She was younger than me, about 25 at the time while I was 28. We had met at work, and things got hot and heavy in the back room more than once before it eventually progressed to a real relationship. For description sake, I’m 6’2 and then was a rail thin 165lb. She was 5’4 and had a thickness, especially her ass. Small B cups that she described as pancakes, and were so sensitive that she disallowed nipple play of any kind.

We were broken, though. She’d been in abusive relationships, I had poor self-esteem so I didn’t really stand up for myself when I caught her cheating on me with an ex in the first year. I like to imagine she was faithful in between, but the 2nd time I caught her near the end was enough for me. We argued. I told her to move out, and kicked her out of our bed to sleep on the couch. I wish she had gone to her parents’ instead so what happened next never did – because I’ll never forget it.

The first ti[m]e I ate my wi[f]e’s ass

It’s been a while since I’ve enjoyed her like this, and I’ve been feeling in the mood for it the last few days. I’ve been winding myself up, reminiscing – thinking back to the taste and feel of her asshole, the sounds she made and movements of her body the first time I touched her this way.

We fucked like rabbits the first few years we were together, then kids and careers took away a lot of the energy to attack each other at the end of the day. For reference, I’m a 6’2 white guy 37 at the time, about 180lbs in a very average way – being reasonably tall comes with the side benefit of a reasonable 7.5 inches downstairs. She’s a 5’1 Asian woman, then 39 (absolutely not looking it), with B cups and large, sensitive nipples, long hair that at the time was in a perpetual ponytail.

We had worked up to more anal play in different positions. She’s always loved having her ass spanked and caressed during sex (and outside of it), but I had gradually gone from passing a finger over her hole to massage, then wetting a finger with her juices and pressing it a knuckle or two into her ass. She has a hard boundary about anal sex, but expressed real pleasure in being double penetrated with a finger while she rode me, or when I fucked her from behind or straddling one leg.