The day started like any other with the blaring alarm pulling me back to this bullshit reality though last nights was different. Sophie turning the corner and tumbling over me as i collide with her, “Oh my god im so sorry” as we get untwisted she recognizes me, “Jay?!” and i reply back with a witty and charming comment that makes her giggle like i always could. Vivid moments , the vanilla smell in her hair as we hug or eyes that i can’t stop looking into while we talk about who the fuck cares, Hit me as i flutter my eyes open and turn to the other side of the bed.
One more blink and i see us sitting at a table in the bar round the corner, a couple of empty wine glasses and beer bottles shoved to the side, talking like nothing changed. Sophie replies “You still exercise at Glenridge reserve? Oh i haven’t been there since we used to go”. “Its defintely a lot less fun without you” i chuckle back. “Well you can’t do our extra exercises all alone” as she smirks her intoxicating brown eyes invite me in. “FUCK,FUCK,FUCK you idiot” my mind blares as i know what is happening. I want her…no i NEED her.