I saw the porn once about where porn stars get turned on by men pee on them. I knew it was not something I wanted to do because number one, it smell bad. I hate smell bad. I don’t want to be peed on. However, fanastize about it is different story which turn me on which is weird because at first, I was told it was insult to women. What about women pee and men drink it too? Women on Women’s face? What is different? Nothing and I don’t have anything against that. I only know I don’t want to be pee on. Talk about pee definility turn me on because it was something my friends and I did do to bond together.
It was first night I got drunk and my friend wouldn’t give me my key back to dorm so only way to get in bathroom is to ask my roommate for key but I was too drunk to walk there on my own. She carried me and put me in bathroom booth. I left it open and sit on dirty toilet which I knew I would regret in the morning. I peed with the bathroom booth door open to her and tried to talk to her to keep myself company. She wasn’t but was taking it as me pee front of her was the sign that I was in closet lesbian and asked me if it was okay for me to come out. That day I realized pee defined my sexuality awakening.