30 [F] has sex for the first time in 11 years

Most of you must be wondering “wow, 11 years? Why haven’t you had sex in that long?” A little background about myself, I vowed to be a lesbian at the age of 18 after dealing with some shitty guys and was in two long term relationships from the age of 18 up until that moment. I had recently broke up with my ex, let’s call her Marie. Marie and I were together for 8 years and for the majority of the relationship, it was toxic as fuck. She was verbally abusive and would always tell me” no one will deal with you but me” and I believed it. One day at the end of our 8th long, tiring year together, I called it quits and decided to do some self discovering.

I made a profile on Tinder and decided to search for both men and women and spice things up a bit, I mean why not? It had been 11 years since I’ve seen a dick, let alone sucked or fucked one so my curiosity got the best of me.