T’was only a dream [mf]

Just to warn you my punctuation is shit…and I don’t know if this belongs here so yea…

So, let us get straight to it*

I’m a 30 year old guy. My life is somewhat average. I have a nice paying career, a loving wife, 3 beautiful children, and two dogs. Living the American dream I suppose. I recently switched positions where I finally have my own office now and instead of doing “grunt” work I now have, what it feels like, an unlimited time to daydream. I’ve never cheated on my wife. Been caught flirting a little, but never done anything sexual to another woman.

So over the last couple of months, I’ve been feeling a little unappreciated with my family life and been wanting to kind of “step out” just to see if I still have that bachelor mentality inside of me. I know it’s wrong, but I just want to feel the thrill of life again and have the feeling of being wanted again.