This story differs from most here in that it will take place over a longer period of time. There will be many lewd events however so I think it may fit here.
In the beginning I was freshly out of a relationship which was the only relationship I had been in. I was a shy boy in highschool and never so much as kissed anyone, then I got a girlfriend when I was 18 off of a dating app and clung to her in spite of many red flags and just the general notion from the start that she wasn’t the one. I settled for her because I didn’t want to be alone. I did grow to love her too but it just wasn’t meant to be. It lasted several years with many small and some larger breaks before it finally ended for good.