I (34) travel in and around New England for work, I’m a maintenance tech that works on specialized lab equipment, so I have a van and tools. I connected with a girl (22 at the time) on here a few years ago, who was posting about wanting to live out a CNC fantasy. I responded and I tell her a little about myself and that I have plenty of room in my work van for “activities”. She finally responds back with a bit of interest, and we get to talking. I feel her out and seeing what her experiences so far and what she was looking for. She liked the idea of cnc play and wanted me to use her “ like a dumb whore” as she put it. She had this fantasy of being taken and thrown in the back of a car, Tied up and raped. She had an experience before with something similar, she said she was brought to a xxx theatre and was passed around for a bit. But she wanted rougher, and didn’t get it there. So we start talking about how she wants this scene to go. I ask about what she wants, doesn’t want, what she is ok with, trying to see what limits she has. She basically responds with “anything you want, I can’t say no. And if I do, I want you to ignore it.” The ideas started racing through my head.