CNC experience [MF]

Longtime lurker who does a lot of CNC in private life. I love taking women and having my way with them. Nothing turns me on more. I warn you, this isn’t for everyone.

After lurking so long, I’m going to share a recent experience. I usually do CNC with a girlfriend, but othertimes, and this is one of them, I do it with people I meet online. She and I lived in the same town in Texas right on the border. She had a fantasy she wanted to live out, and I was happy to give her it. After exchanging a some messages, we met in a coffee shop and made our plan. She told me what she liked and was into, which was a fantasy of being taken and raped in her home, tied up, and forced to orgasm repeatedly, choked, slapped, and verbally degraded. We agreed on boundaries, like no blood, urine, scat, fisting, or permanent marks. To make it realistic, we wouldn’t have a safeword, which meant she really had no control. This is the difference between roleplay or regular bondage, and living out a realistic rape fantasy. I know it’s not for everyone, but in my experience, makes it come alive. Lastly, I saw to my legal and physical protection. First, because a real rape fantasy doesn’t involve condoms, she showed me a recent STD test to prove she was clean, just like actresses in the porno industry. I have had a vasectomy, so no worries about getting her pregnant. Next, I had her sign ahead of time a couple legal documents consenting to what we discussed and our plan. I could see how excited and anxious she was as we went over this, and I was fucking hard.