[MM] How I got my kinks ?

About a year ago, I started hanging out with the friend of a friend. I’m not gonna use his real name so let’s just call him John.

John was a tall and toned white guy standing at what I’d imagine is 6’2”. I’m not really good at guessing tall people’s heights but that’s like really really tall to me since I’m only about 5’5”. I would basically reach up to his waist. Anyways, one day he invited me over to his house and I agreed to go. I was under the impression our one and only mutual friend would also show up so I was pretty confused to hear that no one else was coming. Being alone with a big person I barely knew was as unsettling as you could imagine.