So this is an extension from something that I wrote about in r/CuckoldCommunity last week after my GF, who I’m back together with after about a 5 year separation. We’d been together for nearly 10 years before breaking up but now, after several years, we’re back together. We’ve both evolved and so when she told me that she has chosen to continue a professional but sexual relationship with her massage therapist I was surprised but willing to hear her out. My memory of her was of a woman who practiced a very conservative sex life. She enjoyed sex and wasn’t shy but kept that aspect of her life private and behind closed doors, to be shared with one partner at a time. This was our experience together in our first go around and it was my expectation when we resumed our intimacy. Her admission was a shock but I discovered that what she had been doing with the massage therapist prior to our getting back together was arousing to me and so, even though she had continued it behind my back for several weeks, I was able to compromise and let the ‘cheating’ go in exchange for a more thorough discussion about our individual sexuality and the agreement to involve each other in future experiences. The discussions have taken place in detail over the last few days. When she seemed to gloss over things, I pushed for details. We came to an understanding and she told me everything. It aroused both of us and we’re using it in our sex, but I also now find myself simultaneously excited, intimidated, anxious, and skeptical about our future. What follows is a synopsis of what she told me about some of her time with one man.