Girls with low self esteem are still quite confident when going out or hooking up with a guy .. our confidence disappears the first time we find out that the guy really only wanted us to fuck and had no feelings or attraction to us compared to our feelings toward him… and usually we find that out when we are naked on all 4 and him roughly fucking from behind with no mercy or care about our feelings until he empties himself and leaves us with his mess and just goes home !
That’s when we kinda realize how unwanted we are and maybe how unattractive we are compared to the rest of the girls … when we are left naked with a guys load inside, a guy that we were attracted to but he just dumped his load and left without even caring about our own orgasm … then the first big hit that our self esteem would take… is when we start masturbating right after, not because we liked how he treated us, but because we were so turned on with that person that we need to release it. So we masturbate after being used that badly and once we finish its when we kinda realize how pathetic we are for masturbating after that and for allowing it to happen.. which lowers our self esteem..