“I used to routinely have this dream in high school or college, but I have only recently begun to recall it. I erroneously enter a locker room in the dream where several football or hockey players are getting dressed. I typically have something on, like a towel or my underwear. After that, these fit, young men took advantage of me. mistreating me in many ways, such as by teasing, berating, spanking, groping, tying me up, etc.
Every morning when I wake up, I get really horny. It hasn’t occurred to me in a very long time, therefore I’m not sure why I’m having this dream right now.
Before I started drinking and going to parties, I was really nerdy and Tom-boy-like, and I didn’t start hanging out with guys I’d classify as “”jocks”” until I did. I’ve also played soccer and volleyball, so I’m accustomed to the locker room environment. That incident, and a few others, I think, formed the basis of this dream or fantasy.
Anyhow, it seemed awkward to share it with a friend out of the blue, so I thought I’d write it here. I’m also more likely to attend a frat or house party as a result of it.”