26 year old male who has a domme-sub equation with a 21 year old female.
We have a virtual equation. She commands me over the internet, hands me tasks for me to do. It isn’t a 24/7 thing but we are exploring ourselves through such a dynamic.
There was this one day when she handed over a task, which I couldn’t do because sudden work cropped up and I couldn’t get back to her on time. We couldn’t talk/chat for the rest of the day at all.
Cut to yesterday, she messaged me asking if I am busy. I said no. And she asked if I am no longer interested in keeping the dynamic going because I didn’t do the task and I seem uninterested and not excited.
Which was really not the case. And I apologised to her and told her that sudden work cropped up and even gave her some proof.
She insisted that I can cut ties if I am disinterested. I have no idea what came over me, my immediate reply was:
“No. Don’t say that. I would drink my own piss for you.”