My [f]irst time with a [m]an 9 years older than me!

So.

I am 21 years old. Imagine a dorky Chicana with glasses who likes to be outdoors and art. Not particularly ugly or gorgeous. Others have placed me at a solid 8 with an hourglass shape, thick legs and buttocks, big face, big laughter. My stature is smaller at 5'4" and is counterweighted by my voracious sexual appetite. Historically, my partners have struggled to keep pace with my wants. Twice or three times a day is ideal for me–when someone is my significant lover, they are mine. I am struggling to learn to love non-possessively but when I find someone I want to share a part of my life with, I want all of them. I will kiss you all over, bite you, hold you to my chest, massage you until you fall asleep, listen to all of your troubles and give you unconditional affection, support, and hopefully happiness. My love is romantic and deep.