I had enlisted a couple strong-looking men to carry all my shopping bags out to John’s Audi. Of course, they agreed right away when I told them to give me a hand. They followed me to nearly every store in the mall, while I hung all my bags on their arms and racked up tens of thousands of dollars of credit card debt for John in a matter of hours.
As soon as they had finished loading the car, I waved them away. I could have any man I wanted with a single word, which meant I could afford to treat them as little more than accessories to put on and take off when I liked. I climbed in the Audi and leaned back against the seat, closing my eyes. This felt fucking great. I had gotten my hair and nails done and purchased an entire brand new wardrobe in a just an afternoon. Even with just a small taste of a life like this, I knew I was never going to go back to struggling. I had been given a gift. With one snap of my fingers, I could have anything I wanted and I intended to have everything.