I knew you wanted it

It was so cold and only several layers kept me from from shivering. The moonlit sky was barely illuminating the path I was walking home.

I didn’t notice him following me at first. I was blissfully ignorant and only realised when the song I was listening to was coming to an end and I heard his footsteps behind me as the music dimmed. It spooked me and I began walking faster. I’m not usually scared of walking around at night but when he picked up pace behind me I was.

‘Summer!’ he called out and I turned with relief so see it was my friend Sean from uni. ‘Haha did you think I was going to mug you?’ He said. I told him I was worried about something a bit worse than that. I had always liked Sean but nothing really ever happened besides a kiss one night at a party. I thought about him occasionally when I was in a particular mood though as when we kissed that night I could feel how big he was through his jeans.