*NOTE: Just because the idea of something turns me on doesn’t mean I wanted it to happen or that I want it to happen again. If you pull something like this I will not see you again. If you think suggesting <something I rationally do not want but find hot> will entice me to fuck you, no. Just no. I can see through you and it’s not a good look.*
I think I was going through a sort of manic casual sex phase in March and April. I hooked up with 7 redditors in the span of a month. It was just so easy. And it was a huge ego boost, having these people saying I was the hottest thing ever and how lucky they were to get to dick me down.
Until Bolot. Honestly, Bolot almost put me off casual sex with men for good. (I lasted 11 days.)
I was feeling very horny one night and unsatisfactorily fucking myself with a dildo so I went through my reddit chats and responded to a message from a few weeks ago. Bolot had responded to an r4r post I’d made, I’d replied saying I was now busy but I might contact him later, and he then asked about my kinks. So I replied, 3 weeks later: ‘i want to be used and told what to do’ along with a photo my boyfriend had taken of me, bent over, awaiting a spanking.