My boyfriend hasn’t let me cum in months [MF]

So I’m very into dom/sub stuff, BDSM, the shone thing. I’m very into feeling as if my body belongs to someone else, having to ask to be allowed to do the most simple of things. And I love when those permissions are denied.

I live with my boyfriend of 5 years now, he’s 31, I’m 29. He hasn’t let me cum in 3 months, which is now a personal record.

After the first month, my mind was melted. I didn’t know how to think of anytbing but getting off. I was so so so desperate for pleasure. At that point, he’d stopped stimulating my pussy at all. Moved to my ass, with fingers and buff plugs, eventually dildos.

Two months in and he stopped pleasuring my lower half at all. Now he’s on my tits. Biting them, pinching my nipples.

I’m still incredibly desperate. God you have no idea. Every waking moment is full of need and wanting so badly to get off. To finally get release. I’ll completely lose focus of what I’m doing sometimes and just start drooling, fantasizing. I love when I get like that.