This is an update to https://www.reddit.com/r/SluttyConfessions/comments/ukrcto/f29_had_sex_with_my_first_love_and_we_are_both/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
After our last meeting, we didn’t talk for a few days. I tried to forget everything, tried to think of it as closure and move on. But I just couldn’t. I didn’t want my husband touching me. I have him a few handjobs that made him cum so I didn’t have to have sex. I think I have had sex once with him since then and it was a quick thing.
A few days later I messaged him and said we should at least be friends. I told my husband i didn’t want to sleep with him since his snoring/CPAP machine keeps me up. I have been messaging him since then. I tried to sext him and while he resisted at first he started to as well.
Talking to him has made me so horny. I have been masturbating 2-3 times a day. All I can think of is that night. I told him I needed to see him and be with him again. He was reluctant but after some flirting and convincing he said he is travelling for work for 4 days and that I can join him.