we got close and I could feel his hard dick touching my side (he was laying on his stomach but I was to the left and he was on the right, ig with his dick in his pants to the left) and I was kinda like wtf but didn’t say anything. Then we’re watching and I’m like shit that was scary so I put my head under the blanket fucking with him and kinda scrunch my body up and he straight up like arches his back to where his dick is like in my stomach area and I was kind of horny thinking about my girl and our dicks kind of touch and I unscrunch my body and am laying on my side watching the movie us both laughing cus I was fucking around about it being scary until I feel him reach down and grab my dick through my gym shorts and in my head I am thinking, not again. Because this is like the 6th time I have ended up fucking a dude when I dont even like dudes. anyway long story short, he gives me a blowjob, he guides it in his ass, and i nut in his ass as he cums while jerking off. This is legit like the 6th time I have fucked a dude that I’ve spent the night at their house (for a while before my dad and step mom broke up, that shit would happen every night). This has been happening since I was like 9. I deadass would fuck niggas that I slept at their house when I was fucking 9. Recently was the first time that I didn’t and its with my realest nigga and I would never with him but I just want this to fucking stop. Usually it starts as a funny game of truth or dare but someone ends up getting horny and says shit like take your underwear off and slap your dick as hard as you can lmao. Deadass, please help.