I will try to keep this pretty short but give a quick overview of how I got here. My first experience with a guy was back in college, while browsing craigslist. I was on a dry spell after only have lost my virginity a few months into freshman year. I was looking for a girl to meet up with and made a post. Ended up having a few guys respond asking if they could suck my cock and would give me some money for it. I was so horny that I figured a mouth is a mouth and said fuck it. I did this a few times but always felt very awkward.
Now that I had been with a guy I started thinking about other possible things I could try because I had already gone this far. So I started looking for a straight guy on craigslist who would let me give him a blowjob. It didnt take too long although I chickened out on the first few times. After I did it I felt disgusting and repulsed by myself especially after I jacked off at home and wasnt horny anymore. I told myself i would never do that again.