I wish I was brave enough to do stuff when I was younger but I wasn’t. Fucking random men has always appealed to me, but I was always too shy.
Until I turned about 25ish and discovered tumblr (which I don’t have anymore). I could post all my fantasies and even nudes and I really liked the attention. I had already been with my boyfriend for a few years and he thought it was cute, or something, and didn’t mind that I was talking to other men or posting nudes.
Only rules were nobody was allowed to see my face or know my real name.
Not sure how long it took to break the rules but the first person I began to speak to daily is a slightly older man who was also a teacher. I loved pretending he might be my teacher and all the things we’d do. I still talk to him, but not as much and I don’t like sending nudes anymore. We’ve never met, but hope too one day.