[F] 37.

Had my first bdsm experience over Easter and omg!!!! I’m addicted.
The dominance of it, being told to just take it.
Choking fisting slapping degrading…
I’ve never felt so alive being someone’s personal ‘fuck toy’
I now would love to be a show toy for a few men at once, to be overwhelmed with it all.
I really enjoyed the fisting and degrading.
Is this sort of thing normal or desirable to most men? My ex husband was more of a possessive ass I wasn’t even allowed a sex toy.

[F]37 BnB cleaning nude while being watched

(F37) I started helping a friend clean BnB’s a few months ago for cash and give me something to do between uni assingments lectures etc

Today i did one on my own, i decided to put music on there was left over canadian club in the fridge(which i’ve never had) figured id have drinks and get naked enjoy being in some random place. I was upstairs only to see im being stared at by the next door neighbour what looked like a mid to late 40’s man average body style the typical hot dad bod. Id been drinking dancing cleaning naked for a good 45 mins.

I was sooo embarrassed i ran into the closest room. I was in the for about 15 mins, i have to go out and get my clothes.
He wasnt there for a minute or so enough to get my clothes on and he reappeared.

He blew me a kiss it was so sweet i blushed still a bit embarrassed. Went back to cleaning

I kept thinking is it really that embarrassing to be naked in a house and someone see’s and doesnt find it inappropriate….? I kept drinking half a bottle gone and decided to do it again.