My mom is a very traditional Chinese woman who still thinks I am too young to be having sex. I’m 20 years old, Asian female, in college, and I feel so bad that I am still a virgin. I’m really lonely and I see all my classmates around me have partners and it’s making me feel so miserable like I want to die. I still with my parents and it’s driving me crazy. I don’t know if I am rambling right now because I am so emotional I hate my mom so much! Every minute she opens her mouth I imagine myself going to take a swing at her and in stead I just walk to my room to try to avoid her I swear to god one day I’m going to lose my shit and I am going to have sex with my stepdad, who is a goddamn creepy asianphile who is studying Chinese from my mom and he loves travelling to China to fuck Chinese hookers even though he says he appreciates Asian culture like I’m two years old and I don’t believe a word of his mouth. I’m a full grown adult I know what goes on in the bedroom. One of those days I’m going to start walking around in front of my stepdad naked and I’m going show him what a real woman can do and I’m going to drive my mom insane! I swear to god I’m going to do it.