As a teenager, I had a grown from admiring and jerking off to hot girls in porn, to slowly becoming jealous of them wanting to BE them, instead of wanting to fuck them. This fantasy grew into some experiments with lipstick, panties, and stockings during my later teens – but never more than that. However – everytime I jerked it to porn- i was picturing myself as a girl on her knees sucking dick and getting fucked.
one summer evening, my little fantasy got the best of me – I was slipped into the lace panties I had hidden in my room and pleasured myself watching a girl get fucked – pretending in my mind I was her.
After my session – I decided to go out to the bar with some buddies and forget about my secret slutty desires. After a few drinks I got bored with bar scene and decided to text a gay guy I had met a few days before.