Failed No Nut November [MF]

Failed No Nut November

Backstory

A little backstory for the people here I can be a pretty toxic bf/ex and it can get scary for the other person as I turn unrecognizable. There’s a long list of things I do when I feel like i’m about to lose my significant other but that’s a story for another day. Let’s call my ex rose, Rose had the habit of whenever we broke up to start adding new guys to her ig accounts & start talking to the people I would push her to avoid and that bothered me a lot, she promised that this time after our final break up she’d take some alone time for maybe about month before trying with someone else and I was okay with that. A couple of days later she’s going to all these parties with people I disliked, adding guys and texting them not even 3 days later and got a job at this new mall that opened up so just how I am I assume she’s fucking new people bc that’s how my toxic mind works I assume.