Threesome [MFM] gone wrong and how i ruined my friendship.

[M] 26 here. Bi curious. I’ve a strong crush on one of my friend. He’s an aggressive psychopath kind of guy. Always domineering and doesn’t listen to anyone and looks extremely good. Me and my girlfriend got drunk at his place and i was extremely horny. I got her horny by fingering her and asked my girl if she would be okay for a threesome. She was okay with it and i approached my friend for it but he bluntly told me that he wont be okay with me being in there and he would like it to be her alone. While the real motive for me was to suck my friend’s dick and i was in no mood to be a cuck that day or even now. I really loved my girlfriend back then and also i wanted to please her with a double penetration if possible. So we mutually agreed with a no and didn’t go ahead with the plan. It was very awkward talking to him after that. But i badly wanted to suck his cock even now. I don’t know how to approach him again honestly. Can someone help me out?