My first prostate orgasm [MM]

I’m bi and specifically a total bottom but I wasn’t always this way. In high school I was always curious, or maybe always horny. It wasn’t until my freshman year in college that I started messing with guys. My first couple of times were awkward to say the least. I thought since I enjoyed fucking girls so much that I’d enjoy fucking guys too. Boy was I wrong, not only was I disgusted with topping a guy but I a lot of these guys were total stiffs (pun intended) in bed. I decided I try to bottom, at first I couldn’t fit anything past the tip because it hurt like hell. I finally read up on how to properly prepare and relax for anal sex. In no time I was seeking out the biggest dicks I could find (poppers helped with this) after a year or two of taking dick regularly I had never experienced the elusive prostate orgasm.