Author: Capable-Bluejay-2982

I am pretty open about being a very sexual person so a lot of my friends have asked me if they could have some fun with me. They are all joking or only half serious so I always love the look on their face when I nonchalantly get down on my knees in front of them.

A lot of them ask if I think this is awkward or they tell me I don’t have to do this if I don’t want to, but im not sure why it’s such a big deal. I’ve never had sex with any of my friends, just handjobs and blowjobs and only if they are single. It’s just some quick fun and most are kind enough to return the favor. I don’t think it’s a big deal and I think we could all use some more stress relief and pleasure.

It was done at my house that day. It was the first time for him and me. Before that, he had not even seen a woman naked. You can imagine how bad my first time was. He is extremely clumsy, and I have no experience at all. I have to close my eyes and wait for him to enter. After a long time, I suddenly felt a pain, and then his body fell heavily on me. Only the pain, nothing else. But I still have a sense of satisfaction, because after all, I gave the first time to the person I love. Because I was afraid that my parents would come home, I was worried all the time. We left my house in a hurry before we had time to wipe the blood. I remember on the way to send him home, I smiled and asked him if I was his woman. At that time, he knew that I was laughing foolishly. Looking at his expression, it seemed that he was still immersed in panic. When he was about to break up and say goodbye, he suddenly looked at me with a smile and said that sex was just like that. It seemed very boring. I also said yes.
This is my first time. Now, the memories left at that time are really very few. However, I have never regretted that everything was so natural and true. If I had to make another choice, I would still give the first time to a person I love, no matter whether he is my future husband or not.