Long time lurker…first time posting…posted on mobile, sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes.
Countless hours wondering whether I should post this, is there anyway I can be discovered, anxiety at the thought but as I sit here….well you only live once… and I simply have to get this off my chest…
I’m married, over 30, never had a problem getting women but got married young and had some kids years later living the suburban dream. Great job, own my home, nice cars etc. But Have never really been happy. I consider myself a sex addict, not in the “I think about sex a lot” kind of way but in the “I need sex twice a day, or jerk off 4 times a day or I’m miserable” kind of way
This brings me to frequent massage parlours, hit on anything that moves and go way to far with other women, yes I know cheating is a terrible thing but so is living life feeling like your missing out on what truely makes you happy…and getting off with randoms truely makes me happy…