First Time Giving Head [MFM]

I’m 27 now, but back when I was in college, from ‘12-‘16, I discovered that I had no attachment/interest in men at all, wanted nothing to do with romance, touching, kissing, or anything at all. However, I discovered, and still true to this day, that I was highly turned on by pleasuring a cock. Again, nothing about a man turns me on, but a nice cock will (don’t know what to call that)

So back in college, I started to wander Craigslist, that was the thing to do, and would always be turned on, and at the same time highly anxious, by talking to these random fellow college students, about sucking their cocks.

After ghosting a few people(nervous) having a few people give me weird vibes, and the occasional meeting where I chickened out and settled on giving a handjob, I finally decided on “now or never.”

I got on Craigslist and wrote “college student looking to give head for first time” and watched the responses come in. After a week or 2 I finally found the right person. I was a sophomore at the time and the guy was a senior that lived on campus with a suite style dorm room. Same height as me, also straight but looking to experiment, decent looking, STD clean, and had around a 7.5” cock that was a decent thickness.