So first I want to say thank you for reading this. It helps me to write down these experiences. It brings back fond memories. There is more but I did not want to waste anyone’s time unless they want them. Part 1 and 2 for now and there’s a lot more I would like to share. I’m convinced she is and will be the best fuck I’ll ever have.
Part 1. I Missed Her
It was already mid-day by the time i had woken up. You see I was on binger of Jack Daniels and loneliness with no end in sight. I rolled out of bed and started the routine of a functioning alcoholic. Grabbed my pre planned Gatorade and made myself a sandwich. About an hour later I was feeling well enough to hit the gym. I guess when you’re going through something like I was the routine never changed. I look back at it and laugh now because I wasn’t really an alcoholic, just a 20 year old kid with a case of heartache and memories with only one cure in mind. Drinking them away.