First time getting my throat pounded [MM]

One of my first blowjobs. This takes place in my early days of giving head. since then I have serviced many guys.
So as usual I found myself horny and wanting to get a guy off. I’m a straight guy, but have a thing for sucking guys off. I had just sucked off my second guy and loved feeling his masculinity. I hopped back on Craigslist and placed an ad calling out to those in need of head. I got a quick response. Alright! I thought. He’s was not great looking, middle aged, and had an average cock. Nothing spectacular, but he was ready right away, and could meet me at the local nature preserve. The first two guys I sucked off were much younger and prettier. They were both kinda shy, and so was I. They awkwardly pulled down their pants, and I awkwardly kneeled in front of them. They didn’t tell me how to do it, so I justed hoped I was doing a good job. They both came easily, so by now I felt pretty confident with my skills. This time things started out similar. Both kinda awkward and shy. I led him down a path to a secluded spot. I knelt down before him and he popped out a nice average cock. About 6.5 long, and pretty thick. From now on the experiences are quite different. I guess you could say this was my right of passage to the world of cock sucking. Pretty quickly the guy started to place his hands on my head and control my sucking a bit. I licked this, the control felt really hot. Eventually he became more and more forceful though as he became more excited. This caught me off guard, but I decided to give it a try and let him do his thing. He got rougher and rougher until he started slamming my head into his pubic bone with all his force. He did this hard and slow, and then held my head still as he thrusted into my throat super fast. He would alternate, fucking me as fast and hard as he could until he got tired, then he would drive me down as hard as possible. He would let up just enough to prevent me from vomiting, and then continue to pound my now raw and painful throat. By now I was horny as fuck and loved every second of this. I don’t think he even meant to be so dominant but he just couldn’t help himself. Once he penetrated my throat he felt the sweet spot and it was full speed ahead from there. As he got closer he kept pounding longer and harder and I was afraid I’d have to stop during his orgasm, but I barely made it through. To this day no ones been more violant while cumming than this guy. It felt like my brain was shaking and my hair was falling out. I couldn’t even swallow all his cum. It managed to spray in every direction and splattered across my face and clothing. Afterwords he breathed a sigh of relief and expressed his gratitude. Years later we met up again and he once again showed off his skills getting cum all over my couch, lol