(F25) Deep throat, painal, spanking, hard fuckind made me cum [FM]

I’ve always been a slutty bitch, I guess, but was ashamed of it. I had a few serious relationships with guys, and had sex with them. It was OK, they weren’t assholes and tried to make me cum, but I wanted something else.

My last relationship ended ~10 months ago, and I decided to shake up a bit my sex life. I met different guys, always said them I want only sex, nothing serious. It was really fun for the time being.

Few months ago one guy found me on Tinder. We didn’t even talk about sex, just spent a lot of time together.
When he became my bf I was happy of course, but a little worried and sad because sex life might become a little stale once more.

But NO.
All the adventures started when I saw his dick. I am a small girl, with a very (really, veeeeery) tight and small pussy. My ex had close to 15 cm in length, and sometimes it was sooo painful to take it balls deep. My new bf has nearly 21cm and a very, VERY big corresponding girth.
I was just so fucking scared, but it scare was outrunned by the arousal I had from it. I asked him to be gentle and slow, but it still was painful.