[MF] ([Confession] I am a sex addict since about 13 and the older women I have had sex with since then

I was feeling very liberated after putting my first post in Reddit and I have a lot of things to share. I am not great looking but am a good communicator. I Am 6’5″ tall and a bit over weight now but was incredibly fit and athletic till sports injuries caught up wth me in my late 40s and I have an average length but thicker cock and a sex drive that wont quit. I once masturbated 14 times in a day when I was 14 just to see if it would run out. But it didn’t. I think I am a functioning sex addict for older and/or muscular women and wouldn’t change it for anything. My main secret was never talk, never tell anyone, keep everything a secret, never kiss and tell, when told its over walk away and never look back. When your young you can do things to older women that would get you yelled at as an older male. I was very rarely told to go away. European women the most open to having fun. Sometimes I would see a woman I liked the look of or heard an exotic accent in or near my town and would discreetly follow and then days later go and knock on the door and ask if they had any jobs that need doing or want their lawn mowed. I worked in a supermarket for a while and that was a great way to make the first introduction or get a chance to earn some extra money and mow a lawn. Hot weather the best time for this and wear tight shorts and take your shirt off, ask for a drink and always chat. Sometimes it took 10 visits. After a while if i bumped into them they would often say my lawn needs mowing. I admit though I was being used in some ways as I must of mown a 100 lawns for free.

[MFF] My wife (55) is a size queen and wont admit it.

My wife of 30 years has always been very vocal whenever we have a seen a large cock in porn etc…Its too big, it would hurt, no way, It will stretch me too much etc. But I have used some larges dildos on her that she liked so I always expected she was not being 100% honest. I’m am 100% average to thick sized. But she doesn’t know what I know.

Close to 30 years ago she went on a trip with her girlfriend Leanne to Bali. I suspected something had happened on the trip because there was a lot of secret smiles and smirking but it took me about 10 years to find out why. When they got back there were several group photos of the girls with other people and few of this guy, I was told was an Irish boy Graham that made them all laugh so much.